Monday, February 28, 2011

THE ONE BUT NOT THE FIRST

Pertama, saya memanjatkan kesyukuran tidak terhingga kepada Maha Pencipta yang telah memberi peluang kepada saya untuk merasai nikmat duniawi sepanjang usia ini. Saya juga merasakan ia adalah satu hari yang paling meriah dalam hidup saya dengan doa-doa daripada rakan dan taulan, anak-anak murid kesayangan yang di perantauan, sempena usia saya yang mengunjung senja. They enlightened my day. Sepanjang hari saya tersengih dengan macam-macam ucapan di FB. Thanks to Mark Zuckerberg, I definitely luv FB. Dan bermula daripada tahun ini juga, saya bertekad, akan meneruskan nota perjalanan hidup saya di alam maya. Bukan saya tidak pernah mencuba, banyak kali sebenarnya. Tapi semuanya berakhir di pertengahan jalan atu kata orang “hangat-hangat tahi ayam” kerana persepsi saya sendiri. Siapa yang mahu baca coretan amatur seperti saya? Sinisnya hari-hari saya selalu berakhir dengan bersiar-siar di blog-blog asing penulis yang tidak pernah saya kenali. Kerap juga mencuri resepi masakan dan kehidupan. Tersentuh, tertawa, terkesima dengan macam-macam cerita.

Perbualan dengan rakan lama pada suatu ketika memberi kesedaran kepada saya. Suatu ketika apabila saya sudah tiada, sekiranya ada yang merindui, mereka ada blog saya. Coretan di alam maya ni kekal. Selagi tidak diceroboh atau disabotaj oleh mana-mana pihak. So here I am, with my very first writing, with brand new spirit. So, people told me..eh eh…kenapa dah tune bahasa pulak ni? Heheh….mohon maaf. Bukan saya takut dilupakan, tetapi saya mengenang perasaan saya merindu tatkala merindui mereka yang telah pergi. Andai kata….(ini bisikan syaitan. Sila abaikan). Maksud saya, andai kata ada sesuatu yang boleh “berkata-kata” sebagai pengganti mereka, sekurang-kurangnya saya boleh berbicara. saya kira, blog tak mungkin dimakan anai-anai, atau dihanyutkan banjir (seperti surat-surat cinta dari "sayang" saya). Salahkah saya? Ok…dalam dunia ini, ada macam-macam orang dengan macam-macam pendapat. Tak perlu setuju kalau tidak. Ini hanyalah coretan peribadi saya, bukannya cubaan menghasut sesiapa.

Keputusan nak teruskan blog dah buat. Saya adalah seorang manusia yang ada macam-macam hobi. Saya suka masak, saya suka makan, saya suka kereta, saya suka gajet, saya suka kain batik, saya suka jeans, saya suka action, saya juga romantik,saya suka membaca, saya suka melancong…pendek kata semua saya suka. Jadi, blog saya bakal menjadi caca marba dengan macam-macam yang saya suka. Akhir kata….terlebih panjang la pulak sebagai entri pertama tahun ni. Selamat bersiar-siar di blog saya.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Moving and loosing

It has been another while since my last N3. Well, life is so hectic n i wouldn't even have time to blog out my mind. But, today, @ this moment i really need to pen off some of them on this blog canvas. The last 5 days, were full of precious stories and memories. When we decided to move to our new "nest" and @ the same time something so sad had happened.

It started on 2nd Nov when my beloved cousin sister rang me in the morning, telling that she missed me a lot and would like to chat. I promised to call her that night before my bedtime so that we can chat longer and more relax. The same day evening, I noticed to get her few miscalled from her. Poorly, my handphone been having speaker problem. So, I kind of postpone to call her to use my hubby phone instead. When I got through her, pretty shocking for me, she told me her husband was found unconcious and driven to the hospital emergency unit.

After discussion with hubby, I decided to fly to KB to meet her @ the HKB. It was a round-trip, morning departure and evening arrive back to KL. So here start my day 1.

Day 1(4th Nov)
I already applied for one day off to move to our new nest. So, wasn't a problem to be away. Catch the earliest flight to KB. Soon, arrived at HKB I was so surprise to see my "lil" cousin sis (who is actually bigger than me in size). She was all drained out. Depressed. Frustrated. Confused. I know that she just pretended that she is strong, while actually she just want to cry out loud her feeling. At this time, i pity her for the lackness of understanding from people around her. Gosh! They forgot to support her. Visitors came in and out to visit her husband, but they are also putting her under stressed. I was glad that i can companied her for almost a day. We chat. I listened to her. How desperately she need to let out her anxiety, her worries, her thought, her sadness. I just let her talk. Soon she started to feel better, we went to the ER. He recognized me. We shaked hand. Told him that i was there and waiting for him to wake again. 5pm i made my move to airport to catch flight to KL.

Day2(5th Nov)
It was a public holiday since Malaysian celebrated Deepavali. So, I just slept and take some rest then continue packing things up since we plan to move in the next day. Talked to my cousin in the morning and relieved to hear that her husband showed some progress. That evening, i didn't call her. To make things worst i offline my phone to recharge the battery.

Day3(6th)
I slept again after morning pray. I only woke when Min (my maid) knocked on the door telling my BIL called telling that somebody (my relative) passed away. I was so shocked. Online my phone and when i called my lil cousin, her husband just passed away this very morning. I am lost. What should I do. After discussion me and hubby decided to drive back to KK. Alhamdulillah, we arrived before the burial and take a rest at my SIL place.

Day4(7th)
Drove back to KL. Another journey. It would be a fun if its just makan2 angin. But for this time, it was hard for both me and hubby. Managed to arrive in KL for appointment with K Rin and invited for lunch at my BIL place.

Day5(8th)
I took off. Early morning, moving truck wait in front of our door. So just throw in what ever we had packed and finally moved into our new nest "NO 57 SAUJANA VILLA ".

So, there goes my hectic and depressing 5 days last week. Thank Allah for giving us the strength to get through this.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Eid Ul-Fitr 2010

This year Eid, we celebrate privately in our nest. Just the 5 of us and our helper. A lot of things happened before Eid lead us to decide to have an isolate celebration. I think only a jerk who doesn't want to be with families during this season. However for us, it was unavoidable. Here's our Raya chronology :))
Syawal 01
After having a light breakfast we went for Eid solah, following with "bermaaf-maafan" session, "duit raya" session (girls can't wait on this), then off to our brother's home nearby. Lucky to have his in-laws family around so that, we can join the celebration. Evening, back to house and we fell a sleep with full stomach.
Syawal 02
Me and ayang can't stand the girls sad look for not "balik kampung" this year. Called S*iss G*rden, Kuantan for room reservation. It's all HIS plan, for we managed to get the room during this season. 2 pm, off we go to the east!!! Me, ayang, the girls and Min, we were very happy to release our tense in the pool, on the beach, and of course the meal as well.
Syawal 03
Back to our nest. KLrian started to be back, more lighted houses in our residence :)
Syawal 04
Me and ayang started our job on new house. For this whole week, it was all about the tiles, the floor, the glasses, the frames, the curtains, the lights, the paint, the wall etc. etc.....which was so tiring but satisfying.
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Its already Syawal 15. Still didn't start fasting yet. Am looking foward to do it. Weekend would be very pack with the KLrian Hari Raya celebration. Yes!!! It's becoming a ritual here. OPEN HOUSE!! May Allah bless those houses and people.

Haa...there I go. After a long silence....